Autism As An Adult

I've never been one for labels never been one to think that I should go for it , thinking that it didn't matter ,thinking that I knew myself. But that's just the thing ,I didn't really know myself as there is something amiss and today I took the steps to find out for myself what I think I've known about myself from a young age .

Autism 

Now growing up that wasn't something I was aware of.

I've always been unique or as I like to put it ahead of the game by for example wearing Christmas socks but I'm just ready in preparation.

Currently now this very minute I feel like I've just got on a merry go round .

After a good nights sleep I feel more inclined to stop the merry go round . 

A questionnaire from the doctor isn't a diagnosis it's purely the start of a journey.

My depression and anxiety remain an addition to this so you see but they're always  there but boxed up and sometimes they escape the box .