I'll let you into a secret, I am only just getting into me being myself again , I have had some right horrible knock backs and I was in a horrible dark place a few weeks ago.This was despite coping with my depression , what I need is empathy , I need understanding. We can't all be friends ,I truly get that now but I think we can politely tolerate those around us , we are all perhaps fighting a battle we don't know about.
I love Autumn and kicking the leaves , and in the quiet and still before my son's football game begins I go explore the village again. Time and time I have explored the village, in fact I know more about the village than some of the villagers, it is truly a beautiful haven by the river.
This is the photography , I am known for this is who I am ~ I run separate from others , I really honestly don't run with the herd, yes occasionally you will see reviews on here but I really love to have a purpose to my blogging . What I do has to add a string to my blogging bow also it has enrich my life, I have turned down so much as I can't simply do it all, yes I even turned down wine.
Adventure is where I am seeing the magical in the everyday , I can get twitchy if I can not go out. I apologies if my photos have not been the usual quality I know they have still been good( but I know they aren't quite 100 percent)
When I have gone that extra mile then you know that I am truly coming back, Some doors have been slammed in my face but to be honest with you that has widened my horizons, I am not a glossy magazine type of blog and there are some very beautiful, journalistic quality ones out there which are superb.
I am all about what you see is what you get and I will never blog an un truth I will be as diplomatic as I can possibly be.
What can't I do ~
I can't ever hate anyone.
Take a punt on me I won't let you down ~
I love Autumn and kicking the leaves , and in the quiet and still before my son's football game begins I go explore the village again. Time and time I have explored the village, in fact I know more about the village than some of the villagers, it is truly a beautiful haven by the river.
This is the photography , I am known for this is who I am ~ I run separate from others , I really honestly don't run with the herd, yes occasionally you will see reviews on here but I really love to have a purpose to my blogging . What I do has to add a string to my blogging bow also it has enrich my life, I have turned down so much as I can't simply do it all, yes I even turned down wine.
Adventure is where I am seeing the magical in the everyday , I can get twitchy if I can not go out. I apologies if my photos have not been the usual quality I know they have still been good( but I know they aren't quite 100 percent)
When I have gone that extra mile then you know that I am truly coming back, Some doors have been slammed in my face but to be honest with you that has widened my horizons, I am not a glossy magazine type of blog and there are some very beautiful, journalistic quality ones out there which are superb.
I am all about what you see is what you get and I will never blog an un truth I will be as diplomatic as I can possibly be.
What can't I do ~
I can't ever hate anyone.
Take a punt on me I won't let you down ~
What a beautiful post and gorgeous photo's! I hope you are feeling better soon x x x
ReplyDeleteThis really spoke to me. Your photography is always breath-taking and yes we are all fighting a battle none else can ever know about.
ReplyDeleteI adore your truthful, honest blog. Don't change a thing. H x
What beautiful photos, especially the first landscape one x
ReplyDeleteAm glad that you are feeling better now.. And those pictures are just stunning!! I could look at them all day! x
ReplyDeleteI feel so much pain in this post though. I think my problem is I don't know how to hate - and sometimes maybe the emotion has it's place. But as I don't understand it then I don't understand why people dislike me so much without a reason why - something I have done.
ReplyDeleteAnyway I am sorry I have made this about me, but maybe I should just accept that's who I am because why I have done it (again) is to make you feel less alone and try to empathise. I mean no harm. I just wish others could see it.
Does that make sense? x
I have no pain as such really, life is a lesson and I am always learning.
DeleteI am very much like you.
Never be sorry for writing a comment ever.x
And you have always been so nice to mex
I hope you're feeling more yourself now? You are so right, so many of us fight battles that are invisible to others.
ReplyDeleteYes I am feeling more myself thank you , I can't get my head round everything but life isn't meant to be straight forward.
DeleteYour photos are beautiful. I love that your blog is so honest and true. So many of us have hidden battles but they all become part of the map of who we are and makes us the people we are. I am glad you are coming out of your dark place, it can be a scary place to be x
ReplyDeleteA very honest post. Keep blogging and taking photographs in the way you want to.
ReplyDeleteYour photos are beautiful, they sum up the sort of countryside I love and that is in my Fenwoman veins ... muddy and flat ... but so heart achingly beautiful.
ReplyDeleteI'm running off to put your blog on my bloglovin list.
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I love your photos, am often cheered by the ones I see pop up in my facebook feed. And am sorry you have been hurting, glad to hear the fog is lifting a little.
ReplyDeleteThis seems like a great place to walk when you're not at your best. Being out and about, taking in the best nature has to offer is a tonic, I hope it continues to work for you. #WWDISL
ReplyDeleteI think it's so important to be true to ourselves, for our wellbeing and general mental health. Thanks for sharing such lovely photos and your words on #WWDISL xx
ReplyDeleteI'm pleased to hear that you are starting to feel a bit better, it is so important to look after yourself. I love that you stick to what you want your blog to be, I think that's really important. x
ReplyDeleteI am glad that you have started to feel better. Thanks for sharing such an honest post x #WWDISL
ReplyDeleteGlad to see that you're feeling better. I wish I could live near that river, in the village. I love little villages and miss them now I live near town.
ReplyDeleteHope you continue to feel better and I just love your photos - they really do catch the moment.
ReplyDeleteI think the pictures are beautiful, and the post too. I can understand you getting twitchy, I need to get out and take pictures too :)
ReplyDeleteI think your blog is your space, to do what you are happiest with. If somebody doesn't get that, it's really their problem. Hope you carry on feeling better.
ReplyDeleteI am glad you are starting to feel better. I love your blog and your photos, so keep it up :0)
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