The harder I try the less I fit in , I've been wanting to fit in my whole life , you might understand you might not. Take my prom for instance , I couldn't afford a dress in fact the cat fared better than I did at home at the time. My parents were divorcing and my dad other than wanting the custody of the cat didn't help much, the cat ate better than me.
I was reduced to eating boiled eggs on ryvita , and whilst this might sound like I'm playing the victim as I've been touted about in various sections of life , you know nothing of what I've been through this is but a snap shot.
I borrowed a dress to my prom , I didn't have a prom date , I walked myself there and back, seeing my friends being taxied back and forth and I walking alone in the dark.
I have been doing this my whole life.
So do excuse me if I am overbearing, try too hard to be your friend ...
But can you see beyond and see the real me.
The harder I try.....